Sitting outside a Starbucks, it’s dusk, darkening slowly. Another resignation letter under my belt, tomorrow is my last day at the job I’ve gone back to repeatedly out of convenience and comfort. Maybe the choices were misguided. I did what I thought was best. I applied to a university in Taipei to enter as a student of their Mandarin Training Center. Hopefully in a few months I will be on the other side of the world splitting my head open over studies instead of trying to occupy my time here with things other than sleep and painful thoughts of the past and an imaginary future. I’m really excited about this move–it’s something I’ve wanted to do for years, basically since college, but has been on the backburner as I’ve tried a few other avenues and given a some non-Asian continents…
Month: June 2014
thoughts of a future
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Recently I’ve written a number of blog entries that I haven’t posted…mostly because they’ve been too honest and depressing, even by my standards. I wrote one before I went to Peru that was sort of a plea to myself which quickly degenerated into some suicidal rambling and was ultimately so sad that I couldn’t read it without starting to cry in the coffee shop I was writing it in, so I had to stop. From…