Tag: frustration

reverse daydream reality coat check

"Where will u b sittinig in eternity? Smoking or nonsmoking" Welcome to The South, spelling errors and all! San Antonio, Texas.

Well, I’ve been back in my default country for a bit over six months now. I can’t deny that it burns a little bit; I was hopeful things would coalesce a little more smoothly. According to the formula I’ve devised over the past few years, six months is near the long end of how long I can take before I feel like renouncing my citizenship and one-waying it anywhere else in search of a moderately more meaningful life experience (in my own estimation). I have, however, been fortunate enough to take some roadtrips through Texas to slice up my time and keep from going crazier. Texas is a huge state and even though it may not sound exotic, there is an amazing amount of natural beauty and other things to see and do. Since being back I’ve gone to Austin…

how to not inspire people: job ads

how not to inspire people

I was writing another post talking about 2014 and my time floating in and out of it, but I got interrupted by myself and started searching for jobs because my bank statements are telling me I need (at least) one…

inspiration from a starfish

A sea star moves around on my hand and transfers its kinetic energy, motivating me to squirm because I feel creeped out.

While walking along the beach this morning I found a little starfish. Having never seen a starfish before I approached it cautiously, let it know I was an unarmed pacifist discontent with my life, just wandering the earth seeking new…

another successful failure

So, just for a joke, I’ve been trying to live like an adult lately. Since my lack of experience has so far prevented me from getting work in an adult industry I decided I’d do the next best thing—I’d just pursue an internship and get fucked for free. Yep, I resorted to the kind of thing I should’ve done when I was in college, when instead of being responsible, I was partying all the time…